Je sens la solitude au moment où j'établis ma relation la plus importante avec lees êtres humains, avec le monde. - "Diary", Anaïs Nin, 1934-1939.


.log 🌱
2/04 : it's 9°c and I can say that I am freezing. I don't know when I will have my periods and I feel bad and anxious about it
Hiding somewhere in a not crowded part of uni. Here there are many stairs, very tall windows and old trees can be seen through it, there is a charming old house and moss on its roof.
It's raining and it's cold outside. Wanted to see a friend but : no transport, windy as hell... This will not going to stop me ! I like to imagine I can bring some hope and happiness to my friends and even if the way isn't easy, it is fine.
After seeing my friends, I really felt like fulfilled with satisfaction, it went well. Wasn't perfect at all and it doesn't has to be!
Offered chocolate, sold my stickers and smiled to my friends. uh uh

1/04 : my skin is in a terrible condition. My lips are dry I want a clear skin ! ate very little : a soup and a coffee at school.
Got my bus to go home ~ on time
I have a terrible feeling that I smell bad, is this my clothes ? i really need to perfume every piece I have. Can't forget the insisting shoot a girl gave me today

everything sounds like a joke, but I am not laughing

I just booked my fly to go to Poland this summer ! (for my studies)

31/03 : I am trying to be sufficient
The weather makes me feel like I depend on it, but sometimes I didn't expect such a lovely sunlight in the middle of grey clouds.
  
to do list :
enjoy spring (march
- april 
- may)